Characters: Magda, OCs
Rating: E

Disclaimer: The author makes no claim to owning the rights of anything to do with Terry Pratchett or Discworld.
Warning: This is pretty visceral stuff. If you can't handle reading about rape, don't read this.

Good Girl
by Amazon Syren

I can hear his footsteps in the hall
The heavy stumble that means he's been drinking
That knots my stomach with dread

I hid my sister in the closet
He won't notice she's gone
Not if I'm here

He says he likes me best of all
That I'm prettier than Mama
That I'm a good girl
That I'm his favourite

If I'm a bad girl, he won't like me any more
He'll do it to Lussa instead

I hear the door creak open, and try to lie still, to let him think I'm sleeping, that he should go away tonight. Just tonight, just tonight

But I know he won't

I'm a bad girl
I don't like my Papa
I'm afraid that he won't like me if he knows

I can hear his breathing Heavy breathing The jingle of his belt buckle at the end of the bed

I won't cry
I won't cry
I don't want Lussa to be scared

I can smell his breath when he leans over me Puts his hand under my night gown, between my legs

Notherenothere!

He touches me where I'm a bad girl, and
I know his other hand is inside his trousers
I know it even though
notherenotherenothere!
his hand is over my mouth now and
I can't breathe I can't breathe

the bedsprings creak with his weight nothere! it hurts so much, so much, and I can't cry or Lussa will be scared, but it hurts, it hurts, and I can't help it I can't help it

Don't tell Mama, don't tell, don't tell, he says
that I'm a good girl

That I don't tell his secrets

My Papa says he loves me

As long as I don't tell.